Have you ever heard that song. Casting Crowns. Today I was just listening to random music on my media player. This song comes up. It hits home so closely.
Lately, I am slipping downwards again. Painted grin plastered on, so that no one will know. but inside, I am torn open. The thought of going down this road again is scary. I know that the odds are not with me, but I don't want to fall apart again.
Do I let people see, what I really am, or rather am not.
Or do I continue to hide behind this curtain of normalacy. I know my husband is realizing that I am slipping again, but I still don't tell him.
Lord, I need your help. I need your hand to heal me. To heal my heart. To show me that I am not the only one that feels so small.
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