Blah, another whiny post

I really want to start being more positive here. And truthfully I have much to feel good and positive about.
A wonderful, amazing, patient husband
2 beautiful, smart, wise and insightful girls.
1 soon to be son in law, who is wonderful to my daughter.

I even got 3, count them, 3 slow dances at my husbands Christmas party this last Friday night. Usually I get 1 per year. ( He doesn't much like to dance).

However, that evening is at the crux of what and why I am feeling so out of sorts today. Starts with a teasing exchange with my stepson. Stealing of his hat with the encouragement of his wife. Ends with him taking my chair, and dropping it backwards onto the floor, with me on it (in a dress) legs up in the air. Hard to believe but true.
and this is prior to any drinking. I still break down when I think about it. Picture yourself on the floor, on your back in the middle of a full banquet room with your husbands co-workers staring.

NOT MY IDEA OF FUN!

And now we come to Christmas and I do not feel forgiveness, or cheer. There wasn't even an apology to go with this. Although his wife felt horrible and chastised him, insisting that he owed me a major apology. Nope. Nothing. I deserved what I got. I took his hat.

Am I wrong about this? Am I making too much of this? I just don't know anymore.